Last night for the second time in a month, I had a dream about singing. And for the second time in a month, I woke up with the same feeling: I have to sing. I have always loved to sing. When I was little my parents would laugh because after they put me to bed they said they would hear me loudly singing every song I could think of (which really consisted mainly of Christmas carols). When I saw Annie for the first time I wanted desperately to be an actress so I could sing like that too. I spent hours sitting in front of the stereo and singing along with the soundtrack. I was always in the chorus at school, but too shy to persue any solo performances.

In my dream last night, I was singing in front of second rate celebrity judges, much like a contestant on American Idol (a show I cannot stand). For some reason I was singing this song (and by the way, you have no idea the hell I went through to find that link).

I feel like I'm supposed to do something, but what? I don't need to go on American Idol, or even become a famous singer. I'd just like to add a little more singing to my life, although it doesn't have to be that song in particular.  ¶ 4:05 PM